>IWASBANGED@5:07 AM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
my <3>; my tears flow; my head hurts.
'got nothing to talk to her about.'
where did that dear friend of my go. she's not the girl i used to know.
she changed. she went off 1 week after the stupid outing.
what happened to the good friends we used to be? all of a sudden there comes ignorance. and why did it have to be from you?
so much for the touching words you SAID. and the hurtful words you SAY.
so much for the ' i <3 lydia!' so much for all the whole load of fucking shit.
what stupid excuses you give. i can't trust those words. the 'sorrys' you said yesterday night. it didnt help. you were the same as the day before.
i don't want to care, but i just do care. it sounds weird i know. but i guess that's what happens when someone actually REALLY cares.
you were one of my bestest buddies i could ever have.
so what happened after that?
tell me the reason/ i want to know.
after you threw me aside and forgot my existance.
what really happened what did i do.
just tell me straight,
i want to know.
the only word today was 'hi' and you walked off swiftly without a reply. this friend of mine i used to know, we talked about anything under the sun. we never had a time where we didnt have anything to say.
you were a good friend, i treasured you loads.
what happened. you were a great friend i loved alot.
so much for my <3 i showed before.
F-R-I-E-N-D-S.
not for life.
>IWASBANGED@12:36 AM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
my hate is burning. i don't feel disgraced.
i'm hell PISSED off.
today we went to science center. took pictures blahblahblah. all the dumb shit. stupid classes. went to the waterworks. fun la fun la. regret going in larh. get all wet then my pinafor all the shit all wet larh. haiyah. then those idiots get to like cracked up by karen's brother or what shit. oh man im not really caring already. i DONT CARE. argh. so sickening. hell my bro and my dad's quarreling now. AGAIN. oh man i HATEHATEHATE my life.
>IWASBANGED@7:51 AM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
TODAY, DURING PE., WE HAD NETBALL.
MY GROUP WAS ME, JANET, SHUXIANG.
THE OTHER GROUP WAS, KAREN, NATASHA, LINGHUI.
WE BOTH ARE GOOD TEAMS! : D
HEEHEEH.
OKAY. SO I WAS DA DAI-ING AFTER OUR MATCH.
THEN SUDDENLY EVERYONE STARTED SCREAMING. THEY WE SCREAMING MY NAME. THEN I WOKE UP FROM MY FA DAI NESS AND TURN AROUND IN TIME TO SEE THE STUPID NETBALL POLE DROP ON ME. MY FACE TO BE EXACT/ D:
SO PAIN LORH. WTF I THOUGHT THERE WAS BLOOD LARH! I COULD HEAR LINGHUI JANET SHUXIANG KAREN SCREAMING AWAY. THEN I WAS LIKE 'OOHGH' I THOUGHT THEY THROW THE BALL AT ME OR SMTH LORH! THEN I WAS THINKING WHY THE BALL SO THIN AND HEAVY AND HARD ONE?! THEN I LIKE NATURALLY CUP MY HANDS DOWN TO CATCH ANYTHING THEN FELL. THEN IT WAS LIKE THE POLE DROP INTO MY HANDS TANGO STYLE. HEE COOL EHH ;P
THENTHENTHEN, I REALIZED IT WAS A BLOODY POLE. I WAS SO SHOCKED LARH. THEN KAREN THE RESCUER CAME AND FASTER PUSH THE POLE UP. IM SO DAO MEI LARH! ONLY ONE GET PONG-ED. BALUKU LO! CHEEK BONE PAIN SIA. BOOHOOHOO ): THEN MR HO HURRIED OVER. THEN HE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW I GOT HIT LARH. STUPID DUMBO. UNTIL THEY ASK I OKAY ANOT THEN HE KNOW I GOT HIT. KUKU, MY FACE AND TEE ALL BLACK FROM THE POLE RUST CANNOT SEE ARH! THEN HE STUPIDLY ASK WHERE THE POLE HIT LARH. WTF. CANT HE SEE MY FACE IS BLACK THAT PART SURELY IS THERE RIGHT! THEN I HAD TO REPEAT MYSELF TWICE BEFORE HE COULD UNDERSTAND LARH/ STUPID KUKUNATE.
ANYWAY, WE CONTINUED PLAYING. KAREN HIT THE RIM GOT 1 POINT. I HIT THE RIM ALSO GOT 1 POINT. THEN LATER WE ALL THROW THE BALL ALL GOT IN PERFECTLY SO 5 POINTS! OR SMTH LIDDAT DUNNO HOW THEY COUNT. THEN IN THE END BOTH OUR GROUPS GOT 7 POINTS AND WE WERE TIED! HAHA BUT STILL GOOD! :D THEN MR HO MADE US STAND UP SO THE CLASS COULD SEE THE 'BEST SHOOTERS' WALAU WE FELT SO PAISEH CAN AND STUPID LARH'.
ANYWAY, NETBALL WAS FUN (: YAY.
THEN AFTER RECESS, WE HAD CHINESE. AND I THOUGHT THERE WAS ZUO WEN KAO CHA, SO I DIDNT BOTHER READING THE XI YOU JI. WALAU THEN I HAD TO SAY LARH. THEN I WAS LIKE TOTALLY NEVER READ A SINGLE SENTENCE LO! SO PANLAOSHI SAID I COULD READ ANY CHAPTER. THEN I WAS LIKE SHIT. I DONT EVEN KNOW A SINGLE SHIT ABOUT THIS BOOK MUCH LESS READ IT. I ONLY KNOW THERE'S A MONK A SANDY PERSON, A PIG AND A MONKEY. AND UH SOME BAD GUYS. THEN NO MORE ALREADY. YEAH SO BEFORE THAT WAS JANNA SAYING ABT THE ZHI ZU JING. [SOME SPIDER SPIRIT OR SMTH] YEAH SO THEN I TOTALLY CRAPPED IT UP LAR. SCREWSCREWSCREW. I SAID SUN WU KONG WENT TO FIGHT WITH THE SPIDER WEB ZHUBAJIE WAS TRAPPED IN. THEN EVERYONE START LAUGHING. THEN I COULD SEE PANLAOSHI LAUGHING AWAY THEN SHE SAID ZHUBAJIE WAS SPIDERMAN/ THEN EVERYONE STARTED LAUGHING LIKE IDIOTS. AH EYAH HECK LA AT LEAST THEY LAUGH NOT BAD ALREADY :D HEE. I SHALL READ XI YOU JI FURTHER NOW. GOOD NIGHT.
AND I WISH MY KOR ALL THE BEST! DONT GET SO SAD WITH THAT MEL BITCH WHO'S TRYNA BREAK THE RELATIONSHIP UP! GANBATTE KOR! xP
>IWASBANGED@6:28 AM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
RAH! ITS LIKE SO LONG SINCE I'VE EVER POSTED. YEAH. I WANTED TO POST YESTERDAY ABT THE AQUAMARINE MOVIE BUT TOO TIRED YEAHS, SO I DIDN'T BOTHER.
OKAY SO YESTERDAY ME AND KAREN AND JANET AND SHUXIANG AND BLAHBLAHBLAH WENT TO J8 TO WATCH AQUAMARINE. AND TRUST ME, YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT. ITS DAMNDAMNDAMN NICENICENICE CAN! THEN AT THE PART WHEN AQUA AND RAYMOND KISSED, SHUXIANG STARTED HALF SCREAMING HALF YELLING. -.- EMBARRASS US LAH! IS THIS THE FIRST TIME SHE'S SEEING A KISSING SCENE?! BLAH NVM, SHE'S PROBABLY IN SHOCK THAT RAYMOND KISSED AQUA INSTEAD OF HER : D JKJK.
THEN I WAS SITTING BESIDE XIANG LONG AND JANET. THEN SIANG LONG WAS HOLDING THE POPCORN CAUSE ME AND LERYEE WERE SHARING IT. FREELOADER! WE PAID FOR THE POPCORN AND KAREN DIDNT. HAHA BUT SHE GAVE US MARSHYMELLOWS : D
YEAH SO CAUSE I WAS TOO CAPTIVATED BY THE MOVIE, I DIDNT BOTHER SEEING WHERE THE POPCORN WAS AND I JUST REACH MY HAND OUT TO KAREN AND ACCIDENTALLY TOUCH HER PLT. SO PAISEH CAN! BUT WE JUST LAUGHED OVER IT LARH :]
THENTHENTHEN AT THE PART WHEN RAYMOND AND AQUA WERE KISSING, I TOOK MY HANDPHONE AND SNAPPED A PHOTO OF THEM KISSING LARH! : DDD SHH =X ITS MY HP WALLPAPER NOW. HAHA OBSEEN! THAT'S WHAT MY MOM SAID TOO =P
BUT THE MOVIE IS SOOO NICE! RAHH I WANNA WATCH AGAIN. THE STARFISH IS SO COOL ALSO LARH. NEXT TIME I TRY AND SUCK ON MY EAR A. LOL JKJK.
BLAH BUT I WANNA WATCH JUST MY LUCK! SO MAYBE I'LL BE WATCHING IT TMR : D
YAYYYY. (:
I <33>
>IWASBANGED@1:35 AM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
TODAY WAS LIKE THE NICEST CHINESE LESSON EVER! : DD
HAAAAAAA. BUT STUPID PANBITCH WENT TO SHOW EVERYONE MY EARRING THAT SHE CONFISTICATED FROM ME! WTF HER. FREAKK. 2 DAYS ALREADY NVR RETURN ME. IDIOT.
BUT WE WENT TO TALK BACK ON THE EARRINGS AND STUPID SOCKS AND PINAFORE! YAY! IT WAS DAMNDMNDAMN FUNFUNFUN LA. : DDD TOO BAD JANET WASN'T THERE. AND PANBITCH WAS INDIRECTLY INSULTING JANET LARH! IRRITATING! DD:
SICKSICKSICKOO.
I GOT BLISTERS. AHH. PAOPAOS AND BLOOD/ EEE SICK. STUPID RUNNING.
ARGH NVM. IM SO TIRED LUH.
LATERS.
ROCKERNANNYwithaNOSERING.
NANNY THONGS ALMIGHTY! : DDDD
>IWASBANGED@2:01 AM
Monday, April 10, 2006
i've failed my geog test. wow.
i guess i don't feel sad or anything i mean i don't know! its just like i don't feel anything lerh lorh. what's done is already been done. not like i can go back in ttime. but i think even if i could, i still wouldnt pass. god and F9 for geog and i had like A1 for term 1? super great difference/
hm. just sit down and think. what's life about? what would it be like if there wasnt life? i mean like totally nothing! we wouldnt be feeling anything nnothing nothing at all. there wouldnt be anymore tormenting anger hate sadness..blahblahblah butt also no joy happiness laughter blahblahblah/ hai why is life like that. my mind is so wrawped already. im typing this withough look at all. im just sitiing down lying down on my chair closing my eyes. im so soo tired. hate my mom. long storyy.. ARGH cannot take it lerh !
LATERS
>IWASBANGED@4:04 AM
NANNY THONGS ALMIGHTY!:D
ABOUT HERR! l LYDIA!:D l thirTEEN13 l 031093 l SAINT NICHOLAS GIRLS' SCHOOL l
LOVES! l TALKING! l BEING HIGH! l MY aGERS l THE HUANG FAMILY!(: l
HATES! l UHH l UM l NO
l IDEA. l
up to you luh.
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